so ummmm
school starts tommrow

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Daft Punk-Harder Better Faster Stronger

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So when taking a shower earlier today, i had a creepy thing happen, i dont know....

Umm right after i rinsed the soap off, i felt the odd feelign to my right and kidna looked out the window.

And right as i did that, i saw out of the corner of my eye, the shower curtain kinda poke towards me, like merricks hand was trying to get me, oh and at the same time so high pitched voice, laugh/cry and then run away. It was really freaky, so i turn the shower of and poked my head aroudn the curtain, only to see that the door was closed to the bathroom and the main room. Plus my brother werent home yet, so i dont know what it could be............oh well

Jordan came over yesterday, she just got back from being in cali for 2 weeks, so it was nice to see her again...We were supposed to see Transformers yesterday, but things got a screwy, So we ended up just watching the storm from my back window, it was pretty fun. oh and today is 8 months, so..

Umm put new invisiline in, suckers hurt!

Still cant find a job, really tempted to start putting cards on doors, or stand on corners with sign that say "Open House" becasue no one else will hire me.

Ummmm, yeah, new relatives comeing over today, so just kinda chilling,

20 days till school

Out.

So went and saw Harry Potter last night with my friend Jorden(different its a guy) at 12:01. The movie was pretty good, little spacy, but what do oyu expect from a book as big as this one was.............watched some crazy thing when we got home, so my brain and emotions are on the fritz, im so confused............oh well, i think, the theories got to me......or did they? dont know.

Didnt sleep at all last night, iv been up since 7am yesterday morning, but im feeling alright................

School is coming up in a month or so.....

And i still need a damn job! 25 applications, and not one call back............

So tommrow iv got to have "A Talk" with jordans dad, first one ever

Went and did an open interview at Starbucks today.... Im betting ill get a job there, since my application is going to 10 different stores, and my avalibilty is anywhere and anytime. So maybe this is it...

So about a week ago i applied for the starbucks in the Safeway on Power and Queen Creek. And about an hour ago, i got a call from the manager there, saying that no one is needed for the starbucks or clerk, but once a opening is there, i will be the first to get called!!!

Not a job, but its close.

So, wow, I feel like the main guy from Office Space, when he is just relaxed, and doesnt have a care in the world.

I got up this morning around 7 or 8, took a shower around 11:30, pair of dicky shorts and a loss baggy shirt, and sat on my ass......and for once i enjoyed it.......... I watched t.v. and just sat there, i know its not a good habit, but thats why i dont let one form........

Just once and awhile, sitting there is nice, and thats exactly what i did.............

Tommrow...............wait for job calls, and make plans to go to kaylas hosue with jordan, and play the sims...........maybe go fishing.........


Peace.

No job.

Great Trance.

Comfortable Setting.

Bare Feet.

Relaxed.

Feeling of jealousy.

More great trance.

Moose.

Bass.

Boom.

Ugh............................... bordem..........................

Iv, never wanted a job so bad in my life, for once i actually want to work, and work all day, it sounds so fun, but its sunday so hopefully, ill get calls tommrow, yesterday, some friends came over, and we hung out watched a shit load of movies.............good time, had livewire, and just goofed around....................................now i want to nap......

How is it, that fo rthe past 2 months iv applied for 20 jobs or more, and havent gotten a single call back. When my friend tells me that 2 hours after he put in his application for sonic, he has an interview.........it really pisses me off.......... oh well

Boom!

Moose

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0445922/trailers-screenplay-E31472-10-2

It looks really good.

Better morning, except my sinuses are bothering me, oh well

So far, iv applied for

Walgreens
Starbucks
Albertsons
HomeDepot
Costco
Barnes and Noble
Barros Pizza

Anywhere anyone know that i could maybe get a job, its got to be close to Germann and Higley, but anything is better then nothing.

So I really dont want to be all, "oh woo me, everything sucks" but

Lifes been screwy alot for the past 2 weeks, being stuck watching my brothers is what i really expected to do for the start of summer vacation.

Plus jordan is leaving for a week or so, and I had to leave her on the phone crying because her mom yelled at her to get off because she had to wake up early. (Which is fine) but i spent 30 minutes just sitting there not talking to her cuz she was watching a movie, and zones out a lot. So yeah, didnt do much talking


Im just so stuck of sitting around for once, i want to get out.........

Depression Sucks............................ I mean, its nothing to really get depressed over, but just being stuck inside known that i could be out and either working or be a teenager, ugh i wish..........................................

Whatever, party on saturday at my grandpas for my birthday, which will be fun............

Jordan gets back tuesday, :) then hopefully i get a call back from the places iv applied for to work at. :)

Might go with Jordan and her family + her neighbors, to Cali for 2 weeks or so. Go to the beach and stuff, i guess they spend almost everyday there just hanging out, so that will be nice.....................................................but got to be carful of the jellies...............................

Over and Out

One of those thinking ones where you just let your mind wonder, not know where its going to go and not really seeming to care, its kinda of a peaceful place for me, kinda like hte bathroom, and I dont want to be weird, but i think people understand what i mean. The bathroom is a sanctuary, no one really goes in there with you, and most times its your own place for the 5-10 minutes in there, sometimes i just sit and think. Sorry for the detail, but i hope you get what i mean.

Anyway, so i was talking to Merrick today about everything, i.e. the universe itself, life matter, whatever... And i was try to explain to him, what if all of this, (life, time, people, conflicts and what else) was just a figment of someones imagination. LIke we all think we are real, but really, its justa single being that thinks of this up, and really his/her body is just surrounded in this black "womb" of matter, to use to his/ger diposal. Whould he/she be the so called "Creator" and is thatr even possible, with so many say conversation, could one person create all that. So I soon relized merrick would rather climb the stairs and talk about this, so i just started to think about it myself. What is real, and I know that sounds straight from "The Matrix" but i think that movie just flashes the theory of this topic, just the meer(sp?) fact of it. and really that movie was more about the action then the thought, kinda lost its purpose in the second.

Anyway, I dont know, i just got to thinking about how far could our minds wander, how much can one perosn think up. Is there ever a level that you cant "dig" anymore deep, its kinda like space, is there an end. And i know that all these topics iv said, have always been talked about, but its a lot bigger "thought" then a sentence.

So I've got way of topic, oh well

So i havent been able to sleep for the past two nights, eithe rim not tired, or I fall asleep and just as i hit that unconsious point, things, not people, start to yell at me... Evil things really. Oh well...........it will pass.

Over and out

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